Levi’s Bloaaaagh

How come something that feels right at one moment, feels awkward the next? I’m currently on a mission of finding this out. This mission takes place inside my head. And believe me, it’s pretty crowded at the moment in there. But I need to go back to square one. What is it that I want? What is it that other people involved want? And when (or if) I figure this out, how do I accomplish this? I’m not the kind of person that enjoys confrontation, but this time I really have to. I’ve put myself in a vulnerable position, which makes everything even harder. We’ll let time figure it out. And if it doesn’t get figured out, we’ll let that same time heal the wounds.

I really need to stop messing with my head. To quote my good friend Robbert: "Don’t think. You should let cows think. They’ve got a much bigger head than you."